Jennybot19

This summer ive mostly been staying at home or going with my mom to work. its kinda been boring since my brother isnt here (he went to the phillipines all summer cause my grandma is lonely cause my grandpa is stuck here). in July my great aunt (i think) took me to the east coast for the first time. her son and husband took me to 6 or 7 states is was fun except i spent most of the time with her son. hes fun but he kinda annoys me and the plan they went with involved being in 1 state all day then driving to the next state out of order so it was kinda exausting. but still interesting. during my time at home ive been brainstorming ideas for stories and dooding pictures until i remembered i still have to apply to my college classes. so now im trying to get all the classes i need a few weeks before school. which i reccomend NOT doing. since im the oldest i dont really have anyone to help me with this college process. my mom only briefly went to college but didnt finish and my dad got up to an associates but lives somewhere else so he cant really help me either. my mom kinda isolates herself and us from family cause she says she dosent need help which also annoys me cause i barely see them which kinda is good cause even though alot of my cousins are younger than me they are really really bossy especially with me since im just a push over. T-T . i really wish i did a little better in school so i could have been accepted at CSU Channel Islands and not have to go to the next town for Moorpark cause Channel Islands is just a few streets from me and further down the road but still close to where i live!! I also live close to the Camarillo Outlet so i walk around there sometimes. its kinda nice to walk around the mall by yourself  and eat by youself cause i usually go everywhere with my mom and brother. So for 2 monthes ive been lazy and now for one month im rushing through everything. i really hate procrastinating but i do it anyway i really need to get organized.

Hey so how come everything senoir year has is mushed up in the last month? graduation(which im really freaking out about) prom (im thinking of going because i want to atleast have gone to 1 dance in my pathetic high school life and am going to buy my ticket soon so i dont chicken out like last year and just go alone this year) awards ceremony (i have absloutly no idea what they would be awarding me with since i have done nothing significant) art club murals (we havent even started yet) Nationa art society  project and murals (dont know whats going on with that) all this stuff is going on all at once!! im stressing out cause of all this plus nearly all my classes have suddenly poped up with major projects and gotten harder. also the apartmant i am living with my dad is a piece of crap. all sloppy work i cant even believe we lived here for almost 2 1/2 years. my birthday is in 3 weeks. senior week is in 4 weeks. my mom wants my super big major and important 18th birthday in the phillipines where i know almost noone. the 18th birthday in the phillipines is like a sweet 16. i dont know why 18 or if its just in the phillipines so dont ask me. as for art and stories for my characters your gonna have to wait a bit longer on that. im having trouble with the stories and i still dont have a scanner and am way too busy. my digital art however that i do in class im putting up. as for prom which is in 2 weeks i really hope it turns up good since im basically going alone with no knowledge of whats it like and am totally too shy to ask anyone. im probabily gonna just stand in a corner watching everyone for 4 hours. Im pathetic and i know it . . . . .yipee.

Ive been working alot on my drawing but with the holday season comming up soon ( x-mas) im usually shopping with my mom and my brother for gifts and asl all ovr the place so we usuall go shopping all day , get home late, sleep late, and wake up late. ive been writing down ideas and taking pictures of things i might want to use in my character's worlds( aka: fleshing them out. alot of the characters ive made have changed alot from when i had originally made them from years ago. im trying to work on them on my computer but its hard with paint and no time at all also. i have manga start but im still trying to figure out how to use it. photoshop is really easy and cool to use but i dont have it and plus my teacher says that it takes up alot of space. im just gonna put out the basic look of my characters and profiles with the large collection of the bases i have in my favorates. i dont think ill do stories yet for a while though. . .

Sorry but i dont have a scaner so i cant put my art yet. though i have tons i wanna put up!! right now im just adding to my faves. i think im just gonna start by putting up stories and profiles of my characters. you can try to draw them if you like based on my profiles on them itll be interesting to see how they compare to my drawings...